Kind of had a little freakout on LT.
She decided to message me that us being friends is unhealthy. And she doesn’t like how I talk to her. And it’s such a joke.
I talk to her too logically and “nobody thinks like that”.
I need to move out.
This week. Fuck. All.
And, well, I have to move back in with the very person I moved away from.
If I even can.
I probably can.
Am I horrible for wishing I had stable friends and ones that didn’t always fuck me over during their meltdowns?
That’s really just her.
It’ll be tougher seeing Dennis, which sucks.
Nothing is easy with me.
I need to get my life in my own hands and not rely on a single person.
"Why didn’t he squash it?…
If you weren’t there…
Was there more?…
What is the expectation?…
Stop before resume…
He should have squished that bug…
For you and not regarding you.”
I’m not insecure. I don’t compare myself. I don’t care. Integrity is of the utmost importance. I’m a great person and I just don’t want to be hurt and/or let down. I’m not threatened, certain things just make it a little tough to trust. I do. But, so DO they.WU WEI. I trust and love you.